July 2010
12 posts
the boy and his machine - coming clean
sweet...
I got you some flowers today Grandma. Even though I know you can’t see them, I hope you can smell them. I love you.
I’ve never been so scared to see you. I’ve never only been able to bring myself to sit on the end of your bed so I could leave quicker then I could if I were any further up it. I’ve never in my life been speechless. I’ve never in my life had to run to a different room to be alone, to break down. I’ve never in my life stopped myself on the way back, procrastinating...
We all need a reason to believe
I need this now more than ever
Polaris
You say that love goes anywhere /
In your darkest time, it’s just enough to know it’s there /
When you go, I’ll let you be /
But you’re killing everything in me.
I’m going to listen to this on repeat for the rest of this car trip because it’s the only thing that’s keeping me going right now.
Lately
I really want to go to a resort, but when it’s horribly rainy.
I now have 3G working on my iPhone again, expect stupid little observations by myself to be posted while being an unhealthy mix of jaded/bitter daily
one forty plus: Simple. →
Things are getting simpler, and it’s making life better. Here’s the cheat sheet:
People want to be liked. We all crave attention and affection and we all reject shame. When we get embarrassed we send a thug version of ourselves to the forefront to do our fighting for us. We’re at the top of the food chain just under fear. We don’t want to be in a relationship to hear the words “I love you,” we...
We’re so dark by night, I am lost / directions getting faded / remember what you’re taught / she’s so bright, i’ll use her as light / she’s so much more than decoration
Do you want to see / The place where I am free? / Cos in my mind I need it / But you’re nowhere near to me
Essential yet appealed / Carry all your thoughts / Across an open field / When flowers gaze at you / They’re not the only ones / Who cry when they see you